I'm so sorry about my irresponsibility as a blogger. I've been super busy lately. It's like our teachers punished us for having fun during the holidays. Ugh. I don't have spare time anymore. It's just sad.

So, onto the point of this post. 

I've never been a pageanty type of girl. So I'm not sure why ever since I got into college, my college had their eye on me, wanting me to represent them in the school pageant. But since I can't imagine myself being one of those girls and walking and answering questions and fake smiling, I turned them down every year. Not so much this year. Not because I wanted to join but because I didn't have a choice. They kept pressuring me and pressuring me for three years until I just got used with the idea. 

We had to fill up a form and I just stared at the form for the longest time. I can't come up with answers. I'm not on the 'write fake and cheesy answers' side. So, my brilliant friends helped me with that. They are seriously very supportive. I don't know if they're really excited or if they just feel bad for me that I have to go through this. But then again, this has been written in my fate. I have to join. And I hate it! 

Moving on, we have to have practices and stuff. Plus I have to practice for the talent portion and don't forget about working out and dieting. This in addition to the tons of school work I have to do and my online work, I think it's too much for me to handle. I'm not superwoman. I have to sleep people. The pageant will be in less than a month. I'm still not prepared. 

Anyway, wish me luck. I hope I don't, in any way, embarrass myself. I'm sure I would! 

By the way, have you ever joined a pageant? If yes, can you give me tips? If no, can you imagine yourself joining one?